Bleh anyways.... life.... how is it? Its like a roller coaster ride.... It has its ups and downs but in the end its gonna be an awesome ride ^^
February hmmm means its CNY holiday !!!!! YAY !!!!! NOT!!!!!!! i have only 5 days of holiday which sucks.... cause i cant go back to Kch =.= worst thing is im not even staying here in klang =.= im going back to ipoh to celebrate CNY there with my granddad. Not that i hate him or anything its just..... we dont click.... he talks about war by experience, he talks about the essential knowledge needed to survive..... he talks about boring old history..... which i am not interested in =.= so yea we dont click.... so i just sit there and do nth =.= while my mom TRIES to talk to him =.= why do i say try? cause he doesnt talk much.... he just sits there and dreams..... but when he does talk he talks about as mention above =.= so its gonna be a dreadful CNY.....
But lets leave the future aside for now.... lets talk about closer things... as u all know ive been practicing for the dance performance for OB night... but guess what !!! everything crumbled.... the group members gave up on the earlier ideas which were great in my view, and now they r planning to do an exact copy of a video..... which to me kinda sucks.... not the video the idea... everything is just messed up.... and guess what AUDITION IS ON THE 10TH OF FEBRUARY. which is like in 8 days..... minus 4 days cause i have camp this weekend and on the 10 its DE DAY. Sigh i dunno le..... i would most likely have to step in and take over the whole thing.... which maybe good or maybe bad... cause
1) they might hate me.
2) i cant really choreograph....
3) how can i put this.... their heart isnt really in it ?
i dunno if its just me taking things to seriously or they seriously dont have the heart to do it. Im not in it to win im just wanna have fun... but if the group members arent giving it their all isnt it just a waste of time..... Of all the practices we have had.... nvr has all 8 group members been together =.= sigh i really dunno....
Now Camp !!! lol as mentioned earlier... im gonna have camp this weekend str8 after college on friday we will be taking the bus to Tapah.... rule is no gadgets. Gadgets brought at own risk =.= which sucks.... u know why? cause the bus ride is freaking 3 hours =.= sigh oh well... the students that went to Camp A seem to have had a great time. Im kinda looking forward to it. If it can make a melancholy happy and manage to get more friends, im guessing a phlegmatic like myself would be able to click and go with the flow ai? i hope so....
what else is there to say? bleh cant think of anything... we shall just see whats past this rock soon enough....
Chao (^^,)
Caleb lmL
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